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| I've realized I'll never be more than a sidekick.
There's things I like about it.
But it also makes me a bit angry.
When we hang out with other people, I'm never noticed.
Some people would probably tell me to find different people to hang around with. But I like you....and I suck at making new friends. And the only friends i've made in recent years are ones that you made first, and I just latched onto. :/
Shit.
I really do fail.
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| I kinda like the fact that not many people are on here any more.
That being said:
I feel so alone.
And I feel like you keep ignoring me. Ever since you became good friends with her I feel as if I've been moved down to second tier friend. Thanks alotttt.
And then that one friend we complain about...I must wonder if you talk to her, or our other friends about me in the same way.
Or am I just being paranoid and reading to much into this.
And now I must wonder if you're really offline, or just pretending to be, so you don't have to answer my message.
Sometimes you're a good friend. Sometimes I feel as if I'm worth less than dirt to you. Thanks alot.
*sigh*
So much for being in a good mood/having a good spring break.
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| For once, lying would have been nice.
Who'd've thought that nine years of friendship could be fucked up by telling the truth.
I wish I could set time back to the beginning of the school year. I'd never of said anything...and we'd still be good friends. Not avoiding eye contact. Not feeling awkward around each other. Not getting my hopes up. Not wishing. Sometimes I hate myself.
I hope to fix this, and go back to how we were before.
I miss you being the only person I've ever told all of my important secrets too.
Take this as my apology? Please?
I miss how we used to be.
<3
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| I'm finally more-or-less at peace with myself.
This year, since school started, I have began to understand.
It's quite nice.
I just wish others could be the same way.
And I wish that a certain person would quit ignoring me, or whatever...I'm sorry for any undue stress I may have caused. Will you forgive me? Please?
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| What to do, what to do.
Why is this year so stressful? Ah well.
I'll just go back to doing nothing, being non-existent.
Invisibility would be nice.
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